PASSING MOMENT

To fall asleep in deep thought. To wakeup in tears. To live in a lie. To be afraid to show fear. Maybe compassion can help. I am not who im from. i am just me. im trying to be a son. not a step to the road. not a stat on the sheet. i wanna be heard. my soul must have a beat. Let my heart ring through the stars. let my blood poor from the skies. let my soul burn forever. let my truth be realized. should i cry for your judgement. or should i fall to your dismay. Should my love be compared to your simplicity by day. i am not you. i have a heart of my own. love is not love depending on the home. i will love her with every breath. you say you love her for every meal. i pray that she b safe. u pray u dont get killed. i believe in my passion. u believe in you strength. i believe in loves first kiss. you believe in loves first taste.

To be a dream in an ocean. i float aimlessly astray. i try and find my way but your blood stirs my veins. i cry to be better. i die to keep her safe. i love her with all my heart. her tears will never come again. she gave me life and u struck her face. she played GODs best had and you left her to walk 40 miles in the snow of VA. with me in her arms i fed on her strength. i believe in her power. i feed on her teachings. she made me the man i am today. my childish male antics only hid my hearts true face. inside i may cry. deep down i will scream. i pray that in each moment the past were just a dream. to see her bloody teary face at the age of two. to know the violence behind closed doors manifested from you. So in this blood i do not hate. i dont feel nor faint. I live for my own purpose to love like no man. To be different from the origin. to b my own with no name. I bleed her special fire, her desire, her ambition. I am fueled by that thought. that image. that dreaded lifes transition. to never lay hands, unless to caress. to never do harm unless to protect. to never fall unless to believe. to give my all and most of to be me.

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DeAngelo Smith