ACCEPTANCE

I admit that these days

In these ways

I care more than a little 

Yet much less than none

I try and play it cool

Yet its fuck the world when its on

I admit i have a problem

I admit i have a disease

I have a problem with love 

And my disease is jealousy

Dudes should envy me

For the beauty that I possess

I admit that i am selfish

Arrogant

AND

Manipulative

I get that am cursed with these traits. 

I didnt realize that these components were a problem. 

No i mean i didnt know that they hurt.

I thought that love was pure and smooth and clear.

I thought that love was like dessert.

So i take this motion to apologize.

I apologize for what i do to you.

I apologize for my problem.

I apologize for my disease. 

I apologize for my jealousy

I apologize for my being

Selfish

Arrogant 

AND 

Manipulative

I apologize deeply for thinking i could give a love so true. 

I apologize, MOST IMPORTANTLY, for ASSuming i could give my heart to you.

BEST WISHES

Love,

($(DloSth)$)

Mr. Smith