DANCING IN FLAMES!!!!

So i sat at work after she came to see me and began to think.

I mean, i went into deep thought.

I hit the top arrow on the receipt machine.

Grabbed a pen.

This is what i came up with.

Faded, 

Like a childhood fairytale

Pages terribly worn from finger flipping hell

Stay up late to see the movies

You know those sneaky chick flixs

Ones with sex scenes and nice side boobies

Ones that show tricks

Like "Love & Basketball"

Interesting at all times

Moments that blow the mind

Like how do they love

As if love is for everyone

All smiles

Just like the Kool-Aid man

Catch is when they change the plan

They catch you with the truth once the sun has run.

Poured off the scene like water-based paint 

No motivation stands in this taint

The end was seen long before it was sought

So they knew who failed way before the war was fought

Sadly the youth don't learn

So the lesson is lost

Yet later it is learned

Derived from costly mistakes that make one yearn

So inside they always burn 

Infernos capsize the love drunk vessel

Send its minds to SATAN

Leave them contemplating

Heavily debating

Why is love waiting

Moreso perpetrating

SMH

Now lets be realistic 

Love is a bitch

A bitch covered in glazed

Portrays a sweet bright light

Yet you end up with the haze

Fucking one way streets, gun shots and U-Turns

Fuck these tricks

Love aint for everyone

Love cripples and leaves you sick

Fearing and Fiending shit you can't see or have

Love is a dummy move

That step for those with no flare

Yea, you know those love drunk fools

The ones under the influence

Intoxicated by owning

Later to be devastated by knowing

This many years and you wake to one face

Understanding and demanding that fate is yours to shape

Foolish to the rules

Understanding absolutely nothing

Demanding like a fucking junkie

Better yet you play the flunkie 

Follow the people

Sad to SAY

The LOVE STORIES

The CHIVALRY

The ROMANCE

All that shit fades away

Dead and gone old news

Like the Weather Report from yesterday

See nice guys finish last 

If they get the chance to finish at all

The gunner and front runners lock the wives with their balls

SO

Love is for pussies

Only damaged goods here 

No love stories 

No romance

Only trials and fucking fear

Loving with a passion only brings tears

In return guns are drawn

The red sea marks the hands

Testosterone versus TESTOSTERONE

Streaming with love like a fucking clone

...

I take a break and scan a few customers.

Then you text me a face.

I remember my dream

...

So I wake up in the more

All smiles on my face

The love of my life is laying beside me

Caressing me chest to face

So I motion down to kiss your head

Pucker my lips to plant

Then butterflies disperse 

Now all I see is red

I feel spiders on my head

Where i laid to rest

This is now a major mess

A sea of mud and worms slide and glide against my back

Beetles biting at my flesh

Snakes slither toward my neck

I open my mouth to scream and slugs spew from my tongue

My head turns to gag 

The slug slime rolls back

I choke and blood pulses through my nose

I feel my intestines flip

Now i speak from my butt hole

Tears roll down my face 

A beetle bites upward through my shoulder

I just dont understand

Im supposed to be in love

Its not supposed to be cold here

I feel my life fade

Then i awake to My BEAUTIFUL DUTCHESS

Panting at my side.

She licks away my tears . 

Then i notice marks on my arms.

Was my dream really a dream

Or was my life really at risk of harm

...

No more remembering. 

GAME OVER!!!!

My BLOODLINE DOESN"T SUPPORT THAT LOVE SHIT!?!?!?!