My Angel

On Move

Since i quit
I have been getting sick
Sick of it
Plagued by the memories of what was
The joy of what used to be
I wish you would just kiss me
Surprise me and hold me close
My love is foever here
Im just heart broken
So i play the ghost
Aim to scare you away
Drive you from my fear
If only you were strong
If only you were here
If only i was wrong
Maybe our love would persevere
Ignite our passion of resilience
We, at least thats what it used to be
Nowadays its you and me
Us was crushed
Now its just You
I wish you would see this
Take time to read this
Maybe you could be this
The star of my wish
The beholder of my kiss
Those lips I do miss
That smile and that laugh
The simple joys of what you used to be
Joys i cherished in the pictures of W&E
My heart forever taken
My soul forever shaken
My spirit forever mated
This bond
Never breaking
Can you See the truth in me

GAME

Sitting in the silence
My heart makes its own noise
My beats disturbs the peace
My pace wont let me breath
The progression wont let me think
O how i just want to be inside the pink
Place me in the redzone
Promise i will score
Touchdown
Named MVP
Most Valuable Player
NO
Most Valuable Partner
YES

Question

How far will you go to prove your love???

Random Expression

Trapped within range of my emotions
Standing at the bottom looking up at the commotion
Soul cast to stone in a notion
Chest on compress no release nor protection
Built a love out of dirt from the ocean
Yet I still managed to drown
Already soaked now washed down
Tears manage to avoid detection
Kills me to be around
Rather lay down my frown
Rage no where in site
Bullets through my vest
Larger scale RPGs destroy what I loved best
Falling I love had to be the worst
Moreso falling in love with someone who had no intention of being your 1st
Bury me in my prison blues
Sundays best are dead and gone
Saturdays sexi does nothing but complex me
Monday through Friday are just bull shit might days
Stolen moments of the week leave me alone in this seat
Expressions of a fallen soldier
However I refuse to die although inside I try
Stalemate between me and my thoughts
Gave my all or nothing
Turned out my all was nothing

Question

What is the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone???

The Story

The love I fell into was a mistake
For the lover I loved was just a fake
A deceitful snake that kept me awake
Destroyed my sanity for goodness sake
Wait
I loved in a way that was beaconed to heaven
I loved this person as my angel from heaven
I told this person this message
-I love you more than life itself. We can have a love greater than any legend ever told or shared. We can have a love more iconic than Romeo and Juiet. You are my happily ever after.-
Now looking back on those words
I was a fool
My love fell on deaf ears and blind eyes
I was just a tool
I believed and I loved
I witnessed tremendous heart ache
I loved for no reason
That person never cared
That person just enjoyed my partake
So here I lay and here I lie
Bearing my loves forever goodbye
Wishing the best
Knowing the worst
I loved like a fool
Love my greatest mistake
I loved with all my heart
LOVED
Little did I know that love of 1
The love of 1 cannot sustain a heart
......
"DEAD"