A MOMENT

To b so close yet to never touch. To yearn for a moment where your heart can cease the rush. To cry alone and never be heard. Yet to die at home and feel the birds. To see her face tainted in tears. To leave her side shrouded by fear. To live on a whim where regret has no trace. Yet to hold back tears when rain shows face. To be strong or be weak, what does it mean??? To be there for you always will be the song i sing. 

If i were to cry, i wud cry an ocean. Twisted tears cloud a soft face. Shallow pools turned to tormented rage. Whirlpools of moments return from the grave. A lost confession soon to be made. Shall i pass or shall i fail. Shall i die or shall i prevail. A heart so heavy. A pit so deep. A moment so raw. A theme so sweet. To open all eyes to a world without regret. To kill all pain with simply passionate duets. A me and a you. No moments of shame. A fear of fame due to critical claim. A burning boil where my eyes begin to change. My soul spews flames. My deepest desire becomes my fault. Will i walk or will i drown. Will i smile or will i frown. If i am to cry, what would it be for. Heavy moments sit and wait at my door. To leave with out notice but to inflict necessary pain. Or to leave with a warning yet to watch a heart burst in flames. Believe in what i am. Live in what i say. To what judgement should i convey. Believe in my own heart ache. To never be satisfied. to believe in my life where 1 choice killed 1 face. Or believe in sympathy where your arms deliver warmth. Covet me from the pain. be the net for my brain. Burn my souls darkest flames. Let me live or let me die. Your choice stays in the sky. i burn inside. I lose my face. I lose my smile. I lose all trace. Believe in what i am and help deliver me from this place!!!!

Deep thoughts beyond comprehension. Deep words beyond simple extension. Dont lend me a hand. Lend me something more. Give me a door. Guide me on a path not to cry anymore. I feel all pain yet never let it show. I bleed and steadily die. Yet my eyes never cry. A smile as my shield. A back as my cover. The stars as my witness. Will you help me live or Let me Drown. Should i smile or should i frown. Should this moment be my last or should my past be my last. Blood held within. Yet Nothing ever flows. A heart without a beat. What more do i know??? 

From the HEART of,

($(DloSth)$)

DeAngelo Smith